Considering I don't do many journals in the first place, I've decided that I think I'll stop saying "It's been a while since...". I'm sure you know the rest of that whole thing we've all said at least once or twice in our journal-writing lives.
Where to begin, where to begin! I guess I've been doing a lot of Facebookin' lately. Not as much as other people that I know, of course. But dabbling here-and-there, as I'd like to put it. I doubt anybody actually reads my journals due to the lack of quality art I submit here anyway. My "art" seems to show more when I talk about it, rather than when I make it with my hands. Either most compliments are just being nice, or people might think too much of the meager art that I've actually accomplished in my lifetime. At least that's what I think, compared to others. Maybe comparing isn't the best way to explain that, either way; I find it slightly funny how it builds up my pride, and I try to cut down my pride as much as possible.
Moving on! Thanks to a certain someone, the decision to start a novel for NaNoWriMo has actually been a pretty positive influence so far! I know after three days or so, I still only have less than 100 words, out of 50,000...but still! My planning is going well! As also, I'm dabbling between thoughts of maybe I expect too much out of people, or maybe I'm expecting just right. But discussions about this help, especially at night. I feel I can be more open about anything at night, mostly outside though. And it's foggy tonight! The only kind of weather that I think is good other than rain is fog!
Jumping more and more: A lotta the time I think I'm getting sick. But it's only due to natural acne, a feeling of repeated shingles, being under-weight (yet still healthy it would seem), eating in an erratic manor of healthy-to-unhealthy ratio, constant cuts, greasy hands (from touching my hair, this can be washed off with soap. xD But it's just a feeling), and other odd bodily issues that take even more time to name. Most of the problems I see can be easily fixed. So I'm okay with this, just more bodily maintenance is necessary. Which I'm sure most other people do that I lack in.
I think I'm boring whoever might actually take time out of there to read this, so I'll move onto the last subject that's been on my mind lately! It is VERY, VERY cheesy, but it doesn't come to me as cheesy. Talking about two typical characters that people have their gross and disgusting fan-fantasies over. They're two separate characters from highly-viewed anime and played games. Riku from Kingdom Hearts (throughout the whole series), and Sasuke from Naruto (also throught the entire anime from original to Shippuden). These two characters play an intense role in the growth of the main's in the two stories. As where Sasuke is the overall plot goal, or so it would seem, of Naruto, Naruto himself is constantly in knowing that he shares a bond with Sasuke that's really close. Naruto of course, is an under-assumed idiot who even still takes place as the main character. Sora's with Riku is similar, where he strives to find Riku, and be better than him. Though we all know that Riku and Sasuke are perceived as the "good-looking" characters constantly, Sora and Naruto aren't AS impressive. Not relating the characters, but the relationship they share with each other's counterparts; I will honestly say that with a particular close friend of mine, I share the same attitude. It is SO hard to keep up with you, but some people (even you!) tell me rarely that you think I'm ahead of you too. I guess it's a strong, but awkward bond that can never be replaced by another. I know I'm not the best-looking, wittiest, or even common sense related person, but to me it's a recurring part of me that helps me grow by seeing how much more you have than I.
Maybe I'll add more to this later (I doubt it,) if I feel like another ranting dump. If not, then good night to whoever actually decides to read this! Commenting would be nice so I can actually see if anybody even pays attention to my dA anymore.